Struggling to Decide

It's been quite a while

Lying on bed, I still can't decide

My mind is struggling to go for divine

Did I choose correctly, or it's just a vague sign

Now Words are often, felt than said

I understand her, she does from her  end

No reason to write, but it strongly compels

My mind my soul are still struggling to get

These days are fun, I frankly waste than enjoy

Good company and more are just subtle sights

Days gone to decide on the right

Still my mind and soul struggling to find

The peace I want, is not in what I consume

Rather to go and find offshore

Still music and ride is what I like

But my mind and soul is struggling to decide !!